He told me to shut my eyes.
He may think that if my eyes ware closes
I wasn't seeing the fear in his face
that usually wears his fake smile.
Maybe he just tries to protect me from himself...><
"Ho, stop worry" I told myself.
"Everything is going to be alright."
I remember I heard little voice inside me saying: "relax woman, he love you and this is more important than any silly speculation that you make..."
As the little voice disappeared, I remember I heard my own voice saying
"Why do you want me to do that?"
He whispered
"Just trust me babe…"
and stroked my skin gently.
I nodded
"Ok, ok I'll shut them, I trust you."
The dialog between me and the little stupid voice in my head began again.
"Ok you don’t really trust him."
"But shouldn't I?"
"Well what you get from these relationships if you always need to lie about what you really thinking and who you really are..?"
"Well nothing? I guess… I just want him to appreciate me and I don't think he would like the real me, after all."
OK I AM LAME. ><
I opened my eyes, he wasn't there.
I ware in my bad.
My cellophane rang as it usually rings when somebody text me.
On the cellophane's screen was a short massage
"Good evening. Love you"
I answered
"Love u 2 babe"
It was midnight and I was tired and returned to my bad.
In the morning I chock my cellular
- No massages-
I went to check my mail.
-Also nothing-
I opened my phone to call him (maybe my massage wasn't sent or something).
- But his number just... GONE.-
Well, I knew his number orally.
I called him.
-No answer-
I mean, isn't that weird?
Maybe he is just too busy and not able to answer right now.
In the evening I called to his house's phone.
His mother Lucy answered.
"Hello?"
"Hey Lucy, it's me"
"Well hey... 'YOU'."
"Me. Meytal… Poll's girlfriend"
"Poll whose?"
"Poll! You're son!!!"
"My only son is Robert, and he is married so you may not be his girlfriend right? .and if you don’t care…I'm vary busy… good luck with poll… or what ever you calls him..."
"Liar!"
-The telephone service cut off-
I tried to find who sent me the sweet massage yesterday,
But wow, it had been deleted somehow.
Suddenly I heard somebody screaming.
"Help me... please Meytal… help me.. Now..."
-To be continued-
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